A. K. U.

Gue sudah lama berniat untuk bikin post yang isinya anak-anak sekelas.
Dan sepertinya hanya akan menjadi niat.
Atau setidaknya tidak akan terealisasi dalam waktu dekat.

Duh gue udah lama gak ngetik panjang jadi belepotan gini huhuhu
Aku rindu waktu luang hingga puluhan jam :"")








"It's love when it kills you everytime he says something smells like compliment in the slightest bit
And when he's with his girlfriend"

Have a gooooddd day everyone! :D

Besok seminggu pertama di sekolah nih!! Yaa belom ada yang rempong-rempong gitu sih pelajaran/gurunya masih asoy kayak anak reggae.

Duh huruf 'k'-nya ngadet nih-_- jadi setiap ada huruf k gue copas...................

Wkwk sumpah nih gue oon banget.
Hari pertama sekolah: "Gue pasti bisa meraih nilai gemilang cemerlang bagaikan bintang di semester ini tanpa bantuan bimbel atau apapun. Gue harus bisa."
Hari keempat: "GUE MAU BIMBEEEEELLLLLLL"

Yak. Hanya bertahan empat hari keteguhan hati saya sodara-sodarah.
Duh ini keyboard bikin males ngetik. Kapan-kapan aja eaa lanjutinnya qaqaaaaaa *terengah-engah ngetik*

HAPPY NU YEAAAARRRR PIPOL!! /telat/
Been a great, great year, 2012 to me. Got so many good things that aren't things, found the truest parts of me, learned so much...... what else? The point is, it's a meaningful year :)

Tapi kenapa waktu tambah cepet aja -..- kayaknya makin deket sama kiamat nih.........
Semoga 2013 gue tambah pinter 0:) -dalam diri sendiri dan di rapot tentunya-, semoga gue bisa menjalankan tugas-tugas yang diberikan dengan lancar, semoga nilai gue di semester 4&5 ini 90 ke atas semua........
Semoga tekad belajar gue ja000000000hhhhh meningkat dibanding 3 semester sebelumnya -my will has had been a shit for the last 1.5 years-

Semoga di tahun ini, gue sudah menemukan jati diri gue, seutuhnya :-)







BUAT NENTUIN JURUSAN KULIAH, BRO.

...........
Ga jadi kiamat.
Garing abis.
Mungkin kalo Suku Maya adalah seorang comic dan kiamat adalah jokenya, tanggal 22 Desember adalah bomnya.

But hey, the time has come anyway: HOLIDAY!! Everyone I knew has already got a plan for the next 2 weeks, including me! :D
I'm going to Jogjakarta tonight and will be back to Jakarta on 4th December; Alif is NOW in Switzerland, he's travelling in some countries in Europe, he's having his breakfast now :p ; Karel will go to Bali with his doi -sampe cari pinjeman polaroid dan akhirnya beli sendiri, I feel you bro-; Joke is going to Bromo! -I envy him much, I've always wanted to hike a mountain, and it's Bromo!-; and my best childhood buddy will explore the beauty of France and Switzerland! Can't get any more envy than this, those 2 countries are my favorites dream-destination!
And that's just what I remember, pasti masih banyaaaaakk lagi yang liburan kemana-mana fufufu

ANYWAY!
Jumat kemarin, tanggal 21 Desember 2012, XXIV baru saja menerima jabatan dari kakak-kakak XXIII. We are quite frightened yet super excited! This will not be easy but good things don't usually come easy, so I'm sure things are gonna be guhreaaaatt!
XXIV, sekarang kita sudah menjabat, I really hope we'll become closer and closer as a family. I love you guys, too much <3 p="p">

Just done my civic presentation task! Me so happy (and damn yes tired). But, my other side mind works quite well at night, so let me take 'em out.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I stare at my reflection in the mirrorWhy am I doing this to myself?Losing my mind on a tiny errorI nearly left the real me on the shelfNo, no, no, no, no
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the starsSeeing is deceiving, dreaming is believingIt's okay not to be okaySometimes it's hard to follow your heart
But tears don't mean you're losingEverybody's bruisingJust be true to who you are
Who you are, who you are, who you areWho you are, who you are, who you areWho you are, who you are, who you are
Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeahThe more I try the less it's working, yeah, yeah, yeah'Cause everything inside me screamsNo, no, no, no, no
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the starsSeeing is deceiving, dreaming is believingIt's okay not to be okaySometimes it's hard to follow your heart
But tears don't mean you're losingEverybody's bruisingThere's nothing wrong with who you are
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows like boomJust go and leave me aloneReal talk, real life, good luck, good nightWith a smile, that's my home, that's my home, noNo, no, no, no, no
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the starsSeeing is deceiving, dreaming is believingIt's okay not to be okaySometimes it's hard to follow your heart
But tears don't mean you're losingEverybody's bruisingJust be true to who you areYeah, yeah, yeah
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Dasar, manusia.

MARRY ME JULIET YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE. I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S ALL I REALLY KNOW, I TALKED TO YOUR DAD GO PICK OUT A WHITE DRESS IT'S A LOVE STORY BABY SAY YESSS

That's just an intermezzo -padahal belom ada apa-apa wkwk- sedang apa nih guisee? Kalo gue sedang feel like being active nih, physically loh. Lagi senang bergeraak :3

Ohiya gue juga lagi seneng sama kimia hohoho karena materinya lagi gampang buat gue. I feel like increasing on Chemistry but unfortunately the same thing doesn't happen to Math. Tapi gue hari Jumat ulangan sel volta T__T bisa gak ya T__T But tomorrow's a day off! Maklumlah Indonesiaaaa, hari raya keagamaan dijadikan hari libur nasional, not that I'm complaining :p

Gue ngerasa berubah nih sejak kelas 11, physically and mentally. Physically, gue lebih gampang capek alias leto0o0y, tapi akhir-akhir ini juga gue seneng gerak, tapi tetep aja udah ga kuat kalo disuruh begadang sampe jam 11-__- umur masih segini tetapi mengapa otot-ototku sejompo ini ya Tuhaaaaannnn *ngais-ngais tanah*. Mentally? Gue ngerasa jaooooooohhhh lebih wise, kepedean? Bodo amat. Jujur bre. Terus intuisi gue makin jalan! Seneeeng xixixi. Terus gue udah menerapkan "write more, talk less" nich. Remember, 'talk' beda yew ama speak, and yes gue masih berbakat jadi editor rempong karena ke-OCD-an gue dalam hal tulis-menulis -dan jutaan hal lainnya-

Gue makin mantap dalam menerapkan mindfulness, biarpun menurut gue itu belum mantap. And it's proven itu sangat membantu gue dalam kehidupan yang rumit ini, sumpe. Dan itu meningkatkan daya ingat gue, jadi mayan lah gue jadi gak pikun-pikun anymore.

Oh yes, gue juga feel like taking risks. Jadi lebih 'bodo amat' sama reaksi orang, tapi bukan berarti gue ngapa-ngapain sesuka gue-__- jadi less-munafik lah pokoknya. Be true to myself before I tell others to.

And by posting this post to public I'm taking risk juga loh wkwk

HEY!! It's been quitee long since the last time I posted anything here. Beberapa hari, well it's been a week since I made my very personal so-called journal, lebih tepatnya tempat berlatih menulis sih hehe, is there any exact word for that? :)

Kyaa sok imut banget gue pake emote senyum, ew. Tapi gue emang lagi seneng banget aaaaaa. Gak, gue gak jadian T___T masih betah jomblo kok T__T. Lagi meresapi dan membenarkan kata Mas Saleh kalo apapun yang dijalankan atas dasar niat baik pasti selalu ada bantuan dan lantjaaar jaya kayak nama bis antar-kota, makanya gue sekarang setiap ragu ngambil langkah, langsung mikirin perkataan Mas Saleh. All hail Mas Saleh......

Gue lagi dibanjiri respek terhadap seseorang nih, ampundeh itu orang fufufu. Btw bener-bener minggu kemaren tuh minggu ujian banget, bukan aja, kesabaran saya diuji, kekerenan saya juga, d0h pokoknya my whole self (and body) lagi diuji deh. But in the end (of the week, literally) semuanya paid off :") Bersyukuuurrr punya keluarga kedua yang baik banget, gak terdeskripsikan deh baiknya, yang selalu boosts my mood anytime. Akoh sayang Paskibra Dharmawangsa dan seluruh unsur-unsurnya :"""

Kenapa jadi menye-menye gini, ini semua gara-gara redoks featuring The Script.

That's IT. Gue daritadi ngerjain makalah remed PKn gak konsen karena abis nonton Perahu Kertas 2 fufufu T___T. As the reader, I'm...... not so impressed BUT as the audience, that shit cray. No I mean the movie KILLED IT. Gue suka banget teknik pengambilan gambarnya biarpun gue gak ngerti apapun tentang itu, tapi bagus :") dan masya Tuhan, scoringnya indah sekaliiii :"""""")

DAN KALO ADA MTV MOVIE AWARDS DI INDONESIA, gue yakin pasti I'm sure Reza Rahadian and Elyzia Mulachela would win the Scene Stealer awards. They did it magnificently, dan at some point, I'm more interested with them, not the main characters.


...........dan gue masih terbayang-bayang Remi. Iye. Sampe sekarang. Makanya gue ngeblog karena ga bisa konsen sambil ngerjain PKn-_-. Eh, Remi apa Reza Rahadian-nya yaaaaaa hwhwhw jadi maloe :3

Anjrit. Masih sedihhhh pas Remi balikin buku dongengnya ke Kugy. Haaaa won't be able to move on from this for the next few days, I guess.

Ya Allah, cariin Remi-nya saya ya Allah.





*n.b. kalo bisa yang mirip Reza Rahadian, ya Allah.

Duh. Gue tiba-tiba kangen SMP. Jaman-jaman gue masih amat sangat teramat alay................... dan naif. Tapi gue nyengir2 jijik sendiri loh abis liat2 timeline facebook gue hahahaha. Miris juga sih sebenernya-__-

Gak tau kenapa nih gue tiba-tiba jenuuuhhh bgt sama kegiatan gue yang gue rasa tuh itu-itu doang. Padahal sebenernya kegiatan gue gak dikit-dikit amat kok. Kayaknya gue udah sampe di titik kejenuhan hidup gue deh #tsahh. But is it even possible to get to this point at age 15? Gue butuh kegiatan baruuuuu T___T
Gue ngerasa terkekang banget padahal gak ada yang mengekang gue. Gue kangen masa belajar XI IPA E. Gue kangen X-D. Kangen semuanyaaaaaahhh, when nobody cared about society, when nobody did something to be called as cool kid, when everybody did what they wanted....


................then I realized people are just growing up. Gak ada yang salah dengan segala hal itu, tapi jenuh gak sih ketika keseharian lo dikelilingi hal-hal yang dangkal? Makin dewasa bukannya makin jujur, tapi malah makin banyak kepura-kepuraan, drama, dan hal-hal gak penting lainnya. Plisdeh. NOT that I never did any of those things, just sayin. Gue kangeeeenn banget temen-temen 'gak nyata' gue yang dulu, kangenn cerita-cerita kayak anak kecil, but then I think they're growing up, too. And you, I hope you read this.

"...tapi di planet bernama Realitas ini, begitu aturan mainnya." -Perahu Kertas.

Beginilah adanya. Realitas. Hanya bisa melaju mengikuti arus, menanti apa yang Semesta pilih untuk kita, atau diam, terbawa mundur, terjebak di masa lalu dan gak ada gunanya.




It's fascinating what discussing-with-my-mind can bring. It calms me. It's much better than discussing with any kind of real person. Because in the end it's you that find the way out, not anyone else. And nothing's better than your own way, at least for you. Thank you, the great mind of mine.

Kenapa ya gue selalu ada mood untuk nge-post pas malem-malem sebelum tidur? Anyone?
Tapi apalah arti waktu ya, yang penting kan posts-nya bagus xixixi

This. Is. My. Current. Obsession. Dammit. I first read the book when I was an 8th grader, back in 2010... I guess? I DECLARED I FELL IN LOVE WITH THAT BOOK RIGHT AFTER I FINISHED READING IT. The book tells about Kugy, a fairytale writer; Keenan, an artist; and what's going on between them and people around them. It's pretty complicated, tapi magically gak terlihat dipaksakan sehingga terlihat seperti universe makes them to, and it turns out beautifully. The pain feels so real that you feel it to, gue bukan pembaca lebay yang baca novel sedih dikit mewek. And I cried when I read this.

And on early 2012, the author announced there will be a movie based on this holy novel. I screamed tons of excitement!! Months passed, and it's official, it'd be released on August 16 2012. I PLANNED to watched the movie on that day, but, Universe seems to hate me because I was sick that day. Shit. And until this post is posted, I haven't watched the movie.

BUT CALM DOWN, PIPOL. Dee parted the movies into 2 beautiful parts! I really have to watch the 2nd part -which the gala premiere is TODAY- or I have to kms. You can watch the trailers on youtube, just search 'Perahu Kertas trailer' and click on whatever you want.

I AM IN LOVE WITH THE SOUNDTRACK, it's 'Perahu Kertas' by the amazing Maudy Ayunda. She actedas Kugy, while Keenan is portrayed by Adipati Dolken. "Nothing can beat the readers' imagination." -Dee. Yes, I agree with her. But the cast are pwetty close to perfection, and so is the 1st part of the movie (based on the reviews) and the 2nd part hopefully.



Nus, tunggu saya ya untuk ke pelabuhan terdekat.