Can I?

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GUA LOLOS SELEKSI SMA 78!! HAAA ALHAMDULILLAH BANGEETT, GOD HAS BEEN SOO NICE TO ME, biarpun gue solatnya masih bolong-bolong tapi ngasih apa yang gue pengeen.


Kalo urusan sekolah2an gini gue jadi ingetnya sama cerita-cerita nyokap gue. Sodara-sodara nyokap gue pada pinter-pinter dah, kalo ga lulusan terbaik 1 sekolah, ya dapet beasiswa. Gue?

Am gonna tell you a story from my mom about uhm... her relative :p

Jadi nyokap gue kenal anak yang berasal dari keluarga menengah ke bawah tapi otaknya hampir nyamain Stephen Hawking *lebay*. Nah jadi ada seorang sodara nyokap gue (kita panggil saja dia SSNG) yang dulu sekolahnya di SMAN 1 Muntilan *eh Muntilan apa Magelang yak?*. SSNG ini tiap hari jalan kaki pulang pergi, jarak dari rumah ke sekolah kurang lebih 5-10 km (Nyokap gue baru cerita sampe sini aja gue udah bengong). NAH pas kelas 12, dia jadi lulusan terbaik satu angkatan. Terus karena kepala sekolahnya tau keadaan ekonomi keluarganya si SSNG, akhirnya beliau bela-belain cari beasiswa buat si SSNG.

Alhamdulillah, SSNG dapet beasiswa S1 di ITB jurusan Teknik Kimia. Setelah perjuangan yang panjang dan melelahkan, dia lulus dengan nilai...... SEMPURNA alias CUM LAUDE, yang berarti IP-nya 4.0, yang berarti SSNG selalu dapet nilai sempurna untuk setiap tugas *mulut keluar busa*.

SSNG memutuskan untuk kerja di pertambangan minyak di laut lepas, tapi begitu dia ngomong rencananya dia ini ke dosennya, dosennya malah ngomel-ngomelin dia kayak gini,
"Kamu tuh punya kemampuan buat lebih dari ini. Udah, kamu ga usah kerja, cari beasiswa, lanjutin kuliah kamu, masuk S2."

Dia sempet bingung mau milih yang mana since his family really needs money. Akhirnya dia memutuskan untuk mengikuti perkataan dosennya.

Sekarang dia sedang meneruskan kuliah S2-nya di Amerika Serikat.


I am actually pretty inspired from this story. For me, it's not about the scholarship, it's about make my parents proud of me, proud of whom they've been working hard for. And I'm on my way to it :)

NEMz

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Salamolekum.


Sabtu kemaren, hasil NEM SMP diumumin, and here's the (my) result:

-Matematika: 9.25
*Padahal pas gue cocokin cuman salah 2..... gapapa*

-B. Indonesia: 90
*I HAVE to be ashamed of this. Bahasa leluhur sendiri tapi nilai paling jelek.*

-IPA: 9.25
*Bersyukur dapet nilai segini, gue kira bakal salah banyak.......*

-B. Inggris: 98
*Hm... no comment kayaknya. Soal-soalnya aja gue udah ga inget hahaha-_-*

Total: 37.30

Feelin' soo grateful, can't be the best but have done my best! Alhamdulillah

Wassalamolekum

Curcolang

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Entah emang bener atau perasaan gue aja, temen2 gue kok jd sering apdet blog ya? Yah ga sering2 amat sih, seenggaknya lebih sering dari biasanya. Ikutan ah!


Some facts that happened in a month:

1. I lost my friend, well she's not kidnapped or murdered by a person, she's kidnapped by... fate? Huhu kadang masih sedih, terus jadi bete kalo ada yang manas-manasin dan dia nulis2 yang ngebetein di account-nya(hehe), tapi...... udah biarin aja deh. I think I can't even talk to her anymore, twitter gue juga kayaknya udah di-block sama dia. Tapi kadang gue suka baca tweetsnya, duh pokoknya berasa abege baru diputusin deh ~.~

2. Gue (dengan segala kehokian yang ada) lulus TPA 78 dan alhamdulillah sekali (Yak, ini telat banget). Tapi buat jadi siswi 78nya, gue masih harus mengahadapi(?) 2 tes lagi, -well sebenernya cuman 1, wawancara kan sama bokap hoho- Yang bikin psikotesnya orang gila kayaknya, too little time to answer 170 questions. Jujur aja, gue ngerasa paling bego pas ngerjain tes bagian 2, jadi kita tuh dikasih gambar bangun ruang, disuruh cari jaring2 mana yang paling tepat, dan jawabannya lebih dari 1.
FYI, score TOEFL gue 500, alhamdulillah bangett, tapi masih ngerasa cemen dari anak2 sekelas, Anggis dapet 575 anjol T____T Seandainya gue mengisi 9 nomer yang kosong itu ya..............

3. Gue lumutan 3 hari dirumah. What I do everyday: bangun, makan, mencet2 remote tv gara2 gaada acara pagi yang asik, makan, tidur-tiduran, main komputer, bosen, nonton tv, makan, mandi, main komputer, tidur. I do no useful things these 3 days. Kampret. Rencananya mau ngurusin badan, eh malah dapet. Jadi ga bisa olahraga, jadi makan mulu, jadi gendut.......
Tapi hikmah(?) 3 hari ga ngapa-ngapain adalah gue bisa daydreaming as long as I want!!! Duh I want Alex so badddd. Anyway have I told you that I just had my best dream I've ever had in 14 yearss?? I won't tell you what my dream was, it's a top secret, as top as krabby patty's secret recipe.

4. Gue masih bete sama temen yang itu. She said that we caused a remarkable pain in her heart. A thing that still hangs on my mind: what did Echa f**kin do to you? She did nothing but being blamed, shouted, and scolded by your mom. Happy? I just can't get how could you do this to us after you asked us to be your friends.
After you took Echa away from me in 7th grade.
After made me being hated by the whole class in 7th grade.
After everything you did to us and what we did to you.
Leaving us to your beloved hometown where your fairytale just started?
Where every single lie was made, those things that tear me up until now?
You told us things that have been pretty unclear now, and -even though you're not the one that told us lies- you're the one who must be responsible to make those things clear. Those left me a deep memories, pains, and things you'll never know what it feels like. At first, I felt like I was wanted, but now since they're gone like ghosts (existed, but fake), I feel.......... like a G6, LOL no. I feel like a shattered glass, knowing that I had never been wanted by real persons. Feelin' like a trash.

5. Gue masih sok-sok bilang diet, tapi sementara gue ngetik post ini, nasi goreng tek-tek lagi dibikin sama abang-abang.

Wassalam.

Poor

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Duh. Keinget quote-nya Kak Reyhan, "Muka dua itu biasa, yang tai itu kalo muka dua sama temen sendiri."


Lu mah bukan muka dua, tapi............... muka berjuta-juta.

These days, social networking is such an important thing in our life (tanpa pelebayan). So, make sure you KNOW what you do and what you say on those things. Bete anjir.

Anyway, I'm going to have a test for SMA 78. Siapapun yang baca atau engga baca post ini, tolong doain gua. I really need it since I'm so gembel of prayer. Doakan semoga score TOEFL-nya bagus. Semoga NEM gue 38 keatas. Semoga pas psikotes gue ga lagi teler jadi hasilnya bagus. Semoga gue ga kelabakan yang berakhir menjadi gagap lalu ngompol di celana pas wawancara. Semoga gue tiba-tiba menguasai semua jurus Ms. Word pas tes komputer.

Yang ga ngedoain, gue doain biar ga masuk ke sekolah impian. *ujungnya maksa*
HAHAHA ga deng, ntar ujung-ujungnya malah gue yang ga keterima lagi-_-

Sekian postingan ga penting dari saya ini, wassalam.

Saya Miskin Doa............... dan Uang

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HAI. Kampret udah lama banget ga ngeblogggg >.<


So, after you lost me (?) for a long time, gonna tell you what have happened and what are going to happen, cekidots!

1. Anggis ulang tahun ke-14, dan sekelas dapet traktiran di Omaigat! 26 biji numpuk di warung beruntung (baca: malang) dan kayak anak liar ga pernah dikasih makan. Tidak ada korban jiwa.

2. Kemarin Yoel & Alvis jadi resepsionis (?) buat Ruang Tes 1, sementara yang lain main 'Si Buta' di kelas, GankStar jadi pemain utamanya. Aduh, itu kocak banget, anak-anak yang abis tes pada nonton juga dari jendela. NAH pas si Inal lagi jadi 'Si Buta' tiba-tiba Pak Kur masuk ke kelas, INAL HAMPIR KENAIN PAK KUR LOH KALO GAK DISELAMATIN (?) IJUL HAHAHA. Terus, Om Kur ngasih tau ttg SKL dan teman-temannya, abis itu cabut lagi die. DAN HARI INI, KITA BARU TAU KALO KEMAREN PAK KUR NGELIAT KITA MAIN SI BUTA DI CCTV. Ga cuman itu, Mbah Kur juga ngomongin tentang itu di rapat guru. Anjir, giliran udah mau cabut malah sial mulu.

3. 9-1 bikin marah Bu Syawalis. Yup, guru yang terkenal marahnya ga pernah beneran, sekarang marah beneran ke anak-anak 9-1, kelas yang Beliau pimpin. Awalnya dari keceplosan, dan masih berlanjut sampe sekarang. We're apologizing, Bu :(

4. Kenalan sama anak-anak 7.1 yang lucu-lucu banget pas UAS. Kenapa sepertinya saya tidak selucu mereka saat saya masih di kelas 7? Hidup memang terkadang tak adil.

5. We're done with exam stuffs, like try-out(s), daily test, or what-so-fcking-ever. And tasks, EXCEPT FOR SCIENCE. DISURUH BIKIN SOAL DALAM 2 BAHASA, KAMPRET. Kayaknya emang guru IPA gue pengen ngasih tugas pelepasan sebelum anak muridnya bener-bener dilepas. Hu, we're gonna miss you, Mister Behel & Miss Tia :(

6. Going to be a 14 years-old girl. Aduh, tua banget. I even feel like I'm still in 7th grade. 3 years isn't long, I think. Dan sampai kalian baca post ini, saya masih berdoa semoga tanggal 18 April libur. Pengakuan nih ya, gue sama sekali belom pernah dikerjain pas ulang tahun DAN ga mau dikerjain. Tawakal sajalah.

7. Scariest thing for all 9th graders: NATIONAL EXAMINATION. April 25- April 28. Anjol, pas udah deket-deket gini baru kerasa seremnya. Tahun ini, ga ada ujian ulang, which means kita harus ngulang 1 tahun untuk bisa lulus lagi. Sekarang UAS juga penentu kelulusan, hitungannya 60% nilai UN, 40% nilai UAS. We all are fucked up with these things, dude.

8. PPDB SMA juga nyeremin. Karena kalo kita masuk ke SMA yang bagus, kesempatan masuk ke universitas bagus lebih banyak, kalo kita masuk universitas yang bagus, kemungkinannya juga dapet kerja yang bagus yang berarti duitnya banyak. Begitu pun sebaliknya. Nah, SMA inceran (dan harapan satu-satunya) gue adalah SMA 78, terbaik di Jakarta Barat. Masalahnya, masuk ke SMA ini ga segampang main bekel. Ada beberapa tahap tes, tapi menurut gue yang paling serem adalah TOEFL-nya. I've never done any TOEFL test, honestly. And it scares me perfectly.

9. I want Harry Potter Film Wizardry book. Ini yang paling ga penting sih. Gue tadinya kira itu cuman buku yang isinya foto sama cerita-cerita di balik 8 film Harry Potter, EH waktu itu gue liat-liat bukunya yang udah dibuka (HE HE) di Gramedia. Gue kejang-kejang. Ada surat dari Hogwarts, ada buku-bukunya, ada stikernya, ada ular naga, ada pak pos sama Siti Nurbaya. Yang 2 terakhir gue gak beneran. Hebat banget deh. Eh salah, hebat aja.

10. Nah, ini adalah tujuan saya nulis post ini, yaitu................ saya butuh doa, alhamdulillah kalo ada yang konversiin doanya jadi uang (baca: amal). Berhubung gue banyak dosanya, jadi doa yang mengalir ke gue jadi agak tersendat-sendat gitu deh. Sekali lagi, hidup terkadang memang tak adil.

*tambahan*

11. GUE LAGI SUKA BANGET SAMA NOVEL 'PERAHU KERTAS' KARANGANNYA DEWI LESTARI. That's the coolest novel, ever (in its genre, ofc). Saya gatau gimana dia bikinnya gimana, tapi pas saya baca ga kayak baca cerita atau novel, saya kayak lagi masuk ke dalam Pensieve terus ngeliat kejadian-kejadian yang ada di novel itu, dengan mata kepala sendiri.
I love how she 'built' the character perfectly, how she described anything flawlessly, how she could make the readers really get into it. I just love it. Ini salah satu quote favorit gue, "Hati tidak bisa memilih, ia dipilih. Hati tidak bisa memilih karena ia tahu kemana harus berlabuh." Sebenernya masih banyak quote yang bagus, tapi jari-jari yang lemah ini sudah tak sanggup menuangkannya ke blog yang indah ini.

Sampe sini dulu deh. Ntar kapan-kapan gue lanjut lagi. Salamolekum.

Why Guys Love Girls

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1.The way they always smell good even if it’s just shampoo
2.The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while
8.The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way she fishes for compliments even though you both know shes the most beautiful thing on this earth
11.how cute they are when they argue
12.How their hand always seems to find ours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you’ve had a big fight
15.The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know an hour later…
16.The way they kiss you when youve done something nice for her
17.The way they kiss you when you say”i love you”
18.Actually.. just the way they kiss you
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then apologizing for crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt (even though we dont admit it!)
23.The way they say “I miss you”
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesnt hurt her anymore…Yet regardless whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them… it matters not.Because once in your life whatever they were to the world they become the world to you.When you look them in the eyes traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound you know that your own life is inevitably consumed with the rhythmic beatings of her very own heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.


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100 Truths

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  1. Real name: --
  2. Nickname: --
  3. Male or female: female
  4. Elementary School: Tunas Muda IKKT
  5. (Junior) High School: --
  6. Eye Color: black dark brownish
  7. Hair color: black dark brownish
  8. tall or short: 170-173
  9. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
  10. Phone or Camera: Phone
  11. Health freak: nah
  12. Orange or Apple: Orange
  13. Piercings: none -_-
  14. Pepsi or Coke: coke
HAVE YOU EVER?
  1. Been in an airplane: Yes
  2. Been in train: Yes
  3. Been in a car accident: never, yet
  4. Been in a fist fight: Yupp
  5. First piercing: No
  6. First best friend: Eky
  7. First award: Best Theory for Manukwara Dance at 6
  8. First crush: Tidar HAHA
  9. First word: Aaaa
  10. Last person you talked to in person: Mom
  11. Last person you texted: Steph?
  12. Last person/s you watched a movie with: My classmates
  13. Last food you ate: dumplings
  14. Last movie you watched: Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 1
  15. Last song you listened to: Back To December - Taylor Swift
  16. Last thing you bought: hngg can't remember it
  17. Last person you hugged: Sister
FAVE:
  1. Food: too many.
  2. Drinks: soda, maybe
  3. Bottoms: jeans and legging
  4. Flower: rose
  5. Animal: hamster!
  6. Color: soft and neon
  7. Movies: anything really
  8. Subjects: Biology
  9. [X] fallen in love with someone.
  10. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
  11. [X] had your heart broken.
  12. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
  13. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.
  14. [] got pregnant
  15. [] had an abortion.
  16. [X] did something I regret.
  17. [x] broke a promise.
  18. [x] hid a secret.
  19. [x] pretended to be happy.
  20. [x] met someone who changed your life.
  21. [x] pretended to be sick.
  22. [ ] left the country
  23. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.
  24. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
  25. [] ran a mile.
  26. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend.
  27. [X] got into an argument with your friends.
  28. [x] hated someone.
  29. [x] made new friends this year who are like your good friends now
CURRENTLY:
  1. Eating: Nothing
  2. Drinking: Chocolate milk
  3. Listening: Back To December - Taylor Swift
  4. Sitting/Laying: Sitting
  5. Plans for today: study for tomorrow, wish me luck-_-
  6. Waiting: holiday!
YOUR FUTURE:
  1. Want kids?: a girl whose name will be Natalie or Nadine or Natasha or Abigail and a boy whose name will be Harry or Alex.
  2. Want to get married?: yeah. there’s no way to say no.
  3. Career: a doctor.
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
  1. Lips or eyes: eyes
  2. Shorter or taller: taller
  3. Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneous
  4. Nice stomach or nice arms?: Arms
  5. Looks or personality? Personality
HAVE YOU EVER:
  1. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
  2. Snuck out of a house: Yes
  3. Held a gun/knife for self defense: none.
  4. Killed somebody: no
  5. Broken someone’s heart: perhaps...
  6. Been in love: Yes
  7. Cried when someone died?: yes. my grandma.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
  1. Yourself: Yes
  2. Miracles: 50/50
  3. Love at first sight: yupp
  4. Heaven: definitely
  5. Santa Clause: no ahaha
  6. Sex on the first date: nevaaahh
  7. Kiss on the first date: yes.
TRUTHFULLY:
  1. Do you know who your real friends are? Yepper
  2. Do you believe in God?: ofc.
  3. Post as 100 truths? yes :D

Random things

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1. Imma 9th grader, 13, and proud of it. HAHA.
2. My height is kind of abnormal for another 13 years-old girl.
3. I once was so alay.
4. My heart is taken...... by Tom Felton.
5. I was born at the same hospital with Echa and Indah.
6. Have a little sister, she'll be 4 next February.
7. My sister is seriously different with me, her hair is curly, mine is straight. My eyes are little, hers are big. Our similarity is just we're too tall for our age.
8. When i was born, my weight was just 3,2 kg and my height was 51 cm. Look at me now.
9. I love food.
10. Some buds say I'm pathetic.
11. Sometimes.... i'm deeply lazy to pray.
12. Haven't gone to another country, yet.
14. I hate friend's eater, but not as much as i hate a betrayer.
15. I'm fanatic with Harry Potter, fanatic is pathetic. Yeah, it's rational why he loves to call me pathetic.
16. I hate algebra.
17. I love to turn my dirty mind on.
18. It's hard for me to fall in love, but once i fall, it's kind of impossible to get out from it.
19. It's an odd number.
20. 111 JHS. #COU31.
21. My sister cried like an hour ago, she said "i miss daddy." wasn't that sweet?? Don't worrryy, daddy will be home asap :)
22. I'm trying my best to forget some memories.
23. I want to have my OWN doraemon.
24. I miss my hamsters :((
25. I want to live in LA.
26. I guess someone's mad with me right now.
27. You can kill me if i betray my bestie.
28. I miss Severus Snape and Sirius Black.
29. It's kind of my unfortunate number. HAHA. jkjk.
30. I wanna be a doctor!
31. Don't you realize that i skipped the 13th?? :p

D-R-E-A-M

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Everybody has their own dream, so do i. I think i'm gonna share some of mine, check this out ;D

1. Go to 78 SHS
2. Get the acceleration class; and pass SHS at 16! :p
3. Go to UI (minimal), go to Harvard/Yale/Oxford/Cambridge (super-maximal)
4. Be a doctor OR an archeologist OR whatever that could get lots of moneeyy :p
5. Get an-almost-perfect-man to be my husband :p *p.s. and i guess it's u lol*
6. My life'd be like Mine MV :x
7. Have twin daughters OR a son and a daughter OR 2 sons OR 2-nontwin-daughters. idc about the sex of my future children :)
8. Have 1 house (or more) in US :p
9. Go to Mekkah with my mom and give her 'Hj.' in front of her name :)
10. MASUK SURGA^^

Yeah, you've read few of my dreams. Some of them are pretty silly but yeah those are mine. How about yours?? :)

I'm back.... from hibernation

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So, hey. It's been a long time since the last post, right? so i'm back to -ehm- make sure none of you unfollow me HAHA.What have you been doing in these 2 weeks?? done your tasks?? (i know none of you will say yes) go to another cities or maybe countries?? if yes, lemme say: i envy you. The furthest place that i've gone to in these 2 weeks: Bekasi, yeah my auntie's. Where else?? Rana's, home, Rana's, home, Rana's, and finally: Sency >:)


I went to Sency with Rana, Mega, Via, Berto, Kevin, and yeah rana's parents and her bro, Rafif. We watched Centurion and yeah I kinda regret after watched it. Too. much. bloods. But the story is good. After finished the movie, we wanted to eat, yeah we needed a supply of food, didn't we? Tapi sialan, gue, Via, sama Mega udah naik eskalator duluan, Rana baru naik terus dia ditarik sama Berto, kita bertiga bingung. Apakah sebenarnya Berto itu laki-laki? Bukan.

Ternyata........ food courtnya bukan diatas, tapi dilantai yang sama kayak bioskop. Si Berto, Rana, sama Kevin ketawa setan. Mega sok jaim, tapi akhirnya dia turun gara2 bilangnya mau ke toilet wkwk, akhirnya dia sama Via ke toilet, gue nyusul Rana. Kita berdua nunggu dalem toilet, anak cowoknya tunggu diluar.

Ada sedikit keributan dalam toilet, akhirnya kita berdua nunggu diluar bareng anak cowok. Mamanya Rana kan nyusul Rana, terus kan ada si.... >:D hauauau ga berani lanjutin ah takut digebukin ama orangnya.

Pas makan ini parah banget. 2 meja kan disatuin gitu, Rana sebelahan sama Mega, gue, Via, sama Kevin duduk seberangan sama mereka.Berto kan tadinya baru duduk sebelah Rana, mamanya Rana duduk sendiri di meja lain gitu. Terus Mega bilang gini:

"Ber parah lu ada ibu mertua gimana sih lu." Kita semua udah nahan ngakak, terus akhirnya Berto pindah jadi disebelah Kevin, mamanya Rana ditawarin sama Berto biar pindah ke sebelah Rana. Pas mamanya Rana pergi, langsung pada......

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"GUE GA IKUTAN YA RAN"
"WAKAKAKAK"
"ANJIRR"
Sumpah Mega parah banget wkwk. Pada beli makan deh tuh, gue sama Rana beli Fiesta (bukan yang warna-warni), Via beli minum doang, Mega ga makan. Pas udah akhir2, si Rana ngomong:

"Eh kok ini dagingnya susah banget dah dipotongnya"
Mega ngeliat, terus dia bilang, "Eh Ran, itu darah tuh, jangan2 masih mentah."

Akhirnya itu daging ga dimakan, untung yang mentah cuman dikit -__-. Tapi gue jadi parno sendiri, soalnya kan gue belinya sama kayak Rana, gue langsung nusuk2 punya gue, sama gue potong semua, untungnya mateng wekeke.

Selesai makan anak cowoknya pada solat, yang cewek solatnya nyusul wkwk, abis solat yang cewek pada ke Surfer Girl, yang cowok ke ripcurl (padahal tadinya pengen ikutan ke surfer girl HAHA) Akhirnya kami semua pulang, yang cowo duluan, yang cewe kerumah Rana. Abis deh.

Well, i've told you a bit of my holiday, that was great, and as usual, stupid. How's yours?? Was that as great as mine? ;)

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